Punk's Not Deadd

Lying

2011-01-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

Finally off this blog .
I wished I could countinue on this blog but I can't.
Http://taintedcreep.tumblr.com

Why.

2010-10-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

Today I had that weird dream again.
I dreamt that I had everything back.
I wanted to fill up everything you missed and everything I didn't dare to say.
I was happy.
I felt my life moving forward again.
I felt your touch.
Then I thought it was too good to be true.
I woke up.
It became the worst feeling ever.
I wished it would go away please.
I'm sorry.

Almost filled up

2010-07-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

So many unposted posts in this blog.
Promised myself i would post them rather then let them rot here but i cant seem too lol.
Realised ive been selfishly looking for something similar.
Changed alot since last post. Cant seem to joke very well anymore. Guessed one day i would
have to post all those unpublished post as one. The day i finally can release myself.
Its not like me being so afraid of the world i would have laughed at myself last time.
Lots to say, But I can't. Probably gonna start a new blog.

Shredding Daylight

2009-05-06T14:59:00.002+08:00

I just realised i need a real alarm clock.
My phone has been pretty phony for the first half of this year.
Alarm not ringing at scheduled time; Screen is malfunctioning
(Few pixels from the bottom left corner are blackened),
Contact list from sim card not showing, and a few other
nonsensical predicament.
Been abashed a couple of times already.
Still, I love the 5 megapixels camera Carl Zeiss lens.
Probably the only laudable feature of the phone, other than the
fact its symbian which is a plus for me.

Tea party

2009-04-30T05:08:00.002+08:00

Its really fascinating how sometimes being as subnormal as me can sometimes
be amazingly retarded Hahahaha.
I guess it happens when i am too fatigued but i wont go too sleep.
(don't be angry =/)
So one fine day i decided to see how Singaporeans will react when they hear there
is a tea party going on.
Inadvertently, it was my girlfriend
(note: I didn't planned it just my random mind)

ټ Thats it Creep . says:
I am organising a tea party this friday
ټ yen says:
tea party? what tea party
ټ Thats it Creep . says:
Would you like to come over for some tea and cupcakes?
ټ yen says:
huh?
what tea party
ټ Thats it Creep . says:
A tea party
Where we seat and talk about our daily lives and drink tea

Okayyyy so now i think im a little evil but i know she loves me
and wouldn't get fractious over this :D

I love you Yen Li!!

Just like the wind that bloweth East,
Your love is like a soothing breeze,
Softly stroking my robust skin,
In you, i find warmth and peace.

I didn't foresee me adding this line but sometimes, things dont
always go your way, never a nice straight path with nice little
signs guiding you the the perfect firmament.
Life is the worst chore anyone can have, if you dont start planning
on how you work your "chore" it would probably effect your future
a great deal, everything you do pushes you to the way you are. Some
are naturally slower learners but eventually hardwork pays off,
Being slow and lazy is the worst scenario for anyone. Am i one of
those cluster?

Sensing Impending Doom

2009-04-27T11:00:00.004+08:00

Okay i probably know where i am headed for now.
Into the abyss if i were to speak of it crudely.
But who wouldn't deny that fact.

Anyways off that topic.
I am using an evaluation copy of Windows 7 now.

Great interfaces, Love the fact that that if you hover your mouse on the taskbar a minature window of your task would appear, and if you hover your mouse on the minature window, other windows around it would turn transparent leaving it with only one window showing. Also, "Aero Shake" (go search it up) its a pretty cool feature but i wouldn't find it very useful.Before HoveringAfter Hovering :D

Pretty neat eh?
MS paint also improved dramatically and it has brushes (like Adobe Photoshop) now.
I guessed its microsoft's way of catching up with competitors like Macintosh and Linux.
Best fact about Windows 7 is probably the fact it uses less ram than Vista. Always thought that vista was neat but uses way too much ram and is in need for a simpler code.
Since It looks and feels alot like vista i sincerely think that it should be a free upgrade from the high ram consuming vista instead of a new os version.

Butterfly Effect

2009-04-21T03:54:00.002+08:00

I have been pondering.
How could that lum sum ($200) affect me so much.
Thanks to that indian dude who wouldn't spare any sympathy
because of a $10 comission,
I have been living close to 2 months of pure starvation, had to
stopped driving for awhile and constant worthless debates about
why I could not depart my
house for different entertainments.
My luck has been terribly down recently and now I am clinging
to one FINAL possibilty of me ever substaning a normal life.
If i were to explain how unlucky i was it would be a longer post
than i planned on writing.
Something so lucid yet I'm not sure whether i can attain.
Just hopefully they would look at the person they are approaching, hes reaction, whether it would affect him greatly or not before lodging their sentences.
Hopefully the grey sky would clear soon.
Maybe it's in the mind, effects your surrounding?
I would never believe in such witless myth but maybe; soon i would go eccentric.
Anything can happen to someone who has gone through what i have.

Banned video

2009-04-20T03:13:00.004+08:00

Youtube banned my video but hey watch it ;D

Flo Rida - Right Round Ft Ke$ha Music Video on Youtube

www.youtube.com/v/-Q_3YqH8wno&hl=en

Dealing with this.

2009-04-20T00:32:00.001+08:00

It sucks when you know what another person is like on the inside.
How he thinks of you.
And how he actually acts like you don't.
Just hoping my intuitions are wrong.
I know someone will get affected by this post but its the person least
of all expecting it that I'm posting about.
Fuck i sound bitchy but Lifes like that.
Can't whine about it just take it with a grit teeth.
We can't please everyone so might as well please the
people who are paying you only (:
Or the people who will benifit you.
Who am i joking.
Isn't life like this?
And im not much of a benefit to anyone anyways just
a lump of meat splurting nonsensical waste off my mouth i would like to add.

I wanna try this out

2009-04-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

Hey babe (;

So where do you start.

2009-03-22T18:16:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting a long time although i want to lol.
Really must be careful with words or you will upset someone without knowing but thats not really why i'm not posting.
I can roughly guess that my blog gets visited by one person every two weeks so im can attack someone online without anyone knowing haha.
Waiting for pics Tania took think it will turn up awesome with half my lip swollen.
Anyways i got a new piercing yeah freaking cool snakebites completed after idk how long.
Okay thats it.
Yeah guitar never gets old . Can't really see the tapping properly but :DD

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LMAO

2009-02-18T14:17:00.001+08:00

She was right !

Picture Galores.

2009-01-12T01:23:00.002+08:00

Okay what i promised. Really really reallyyyy lazyy. SOME PICS
Ba Chiu Kim never die ;D

Scaled alot of roofs .

You think you''ve seen everything?Sunrise in the city.

(: Alot more haha. If anyone really wants to see them. I DOUBT SO. You can ask me i will gladly show them ;D

Fame or Shame

2008-12-30T13:09:00.003+08:00

Been thinkining lately.
How the fuck do i go all the way up there.
With just a guitar and my friends.
Who idk whether take it as serious as i do .
Searching for gigs and every other way.
Just hope everything turns out smooth.
Although we are nothing now .
And not sure we will ever be something.
BUT HEY. people somehow like my music SUPRISINGLY.
Hope they would like the second piece i wrote :D

MOVING ON

MAPLE SCAMED 4 HOURS AND COUNTING OF MY TIME.
Bought a store up till know still got patch.
GAHHHH$%^&*

Recent activities.

2008-12-27T09:40:00.002+08:00

Okay recently did alot of climbing =3 .
Lots of picture will upload it in the the near future.
Too tired now so yeah (:

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T14:48:00.002+08:00

The title says it all (:
Merry Christmas guys

Ultrasound@Playden

2008-12-23T14:53:00.002+08:00

Many reasons i stopped blogging.
Anyways.

"We will be holding Ultrasound at the PLAYDEN located in The arts house on the 1st of February 2009 from 12pm to 10.30pm.
Address of venue:The Arts house
Old Parliament Lane
Singapore 179429
Located near city hall mrt.
Near Singapore Cricket Club."
http://soft.com.sg/forum/gigs-concerts/95780-ultrasound%40playden-1st-feb-09-21-nonstop-bands.html
Interested anyone . Faster reply me if you guys want i will register us in.

Chaotic Numbers

2008-10-20T13:10:00.003+08:00

Sorry going through some chaotic times will start blogging once it is settled.
and further more my blog skin isnt ready yet .
Does anyone has dreamweaver? ):

I injured my thumb yesterday thanks to my bike D= (Got caught with the chains)
OKay thats all i guess.

Spoillt

2008-10-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

I screwed my blog by mistake.
Getting a new blog done. THis is a preview.
YES im pretty pissed

Changing Shades

2008-10-04T02:31:00.003+08:00

OKAY guys.
Today i shall rant like some granny.

Like i said in previous previous (not sure how many post behind)
I will change blog skin if im ever making this alive again.

ANYWAYS.
Today.

Nothing special.
ME and WILSON slept until 3? den we slack until the next minute it was dark.
(maybe it was later than that)
But it was creepy lah.
So our dinner felt like breakfast still in the morning mood lol.

Met Yenli for that (:
After that we actually wanted to swim but duh the pool was closed alr at 10pm when we

reached haha .

So we cycled to tampines whatever park behind the pool?
Guess who we saw.
Haha shocked and sort of happy .

Nicholas and Kaiwen.
Chatted very long .
WILSON fucking left halfway.
Oh well since his lappy is in my house i should infect it with virus by downloading

all the porn 8) (not like its already filled with it).

Yeah so we chatted very long.

Found out Nick's into biking and KW is into other things haha.

After that i went home and here i am ranting .
Oh yah i should show u a preview of the blog and making but its

in too much pieces. ANOTHER TIME.

Call this the Man in SHADES cause i cant fucking hardly see myself and the rest.

LOL. Sorry im an amaetuer photographer if i am one at all

Prematurish

2008-10-01T16:05:00.007+08:00

Today i shall blog.
Have anyone ever seen the true side of YENLI?
I have.....
Dont get shock.

yes omg shes a puffer fish.

OKay other than that.

This morning i was with nico and Brandon.
We talk alot and we took pictures.

Yes there is something wrong with my hair but fuck it =/.

And oh oh oh oh oh I saw a water fountain under my house yesterday.
=D

The next picture is with alot of orbs D=. (Ghost)

Yeah SPI might want that. =.= (Although we all know its just rain drops that probably lended on my camera lens)

Haha and yesterday had to took family potrait.
Yen babe followed me .
Some pictures below.

OKAY other than i look like a ghost

Its time i had a haircut (; and yeah my face looks pretty sick

Thats all for now i guess

Randomly thinking

2008-09-21T05:02:00.002+08:00

Haha i thought i should post something.
I'm going to change my blogskin soon if i ever going to make this alive again.
I always thought life was a bore,
We go through the same routine when we are in school,
Then the same routine again when we are middleage .
Then we are supposed to enjoy life after we retire .
Why do we even put through to all these.
Cause if we don't we won't be able to survive.
So we are doing this to survive.
Sometimes i wonder why we have to put up with this routine.
That was when i thought maybe i could change it to do something i really enjoy doing (:
Still. It's just a dream i spent alot of time putting into.

Sometimes human also get really lonely for no reason. But i think we should take life with our
teeth gritted cause we all know. Shit happens most of the time .

I got this from some website.

Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have.
Or how accepted you are.
Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone.
It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all.
It isn't about who you have kissed.
It's not about sex.
It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have.
Or what kind of car you drive.
Or where you are sent to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are.
Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to.
It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown.
Or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are.
It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport.
It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept the written you."

LIFE JUST ISN'T.

But, life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully.
It's about keeping or betraying trust.
It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon.
It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It's about what judgments you pass and why.
And who your judgments are spread to.
It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention.
It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it.
But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone.
Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's all about.

Yep it's accurate.
But a short poem cannot list the whole of life (:
Whatever we say will affect someone somehow.
I'm not sure why i posted all these out but i guess i
have to type it out someday.
Although you can't really trust what i say cause i might be some weird kid
who most of the time think different from what the average people think.

Yeah i realised i just sometimes think and react differently from circumstances.

I POSTEDDDD

2008-09-03T23:12:00.004+08:00

Okay i have been freaking lazy but today i shall post something alright ? =D

First of alll.

♥I LOVE YENLI!!!!♥

NOW u cannot say i never blogg about you =p.

SECONDLY.
Today's steamboat i realised i am good at appearing weird in photos hmmm different styles of weirdness.
THIRDLY.

Wilson is retarded.

OHOHOH and my new tattoo (8

Abit peely now =/ . Wait for a week more =D

2008-07-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

somanythings

2008-05-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

Maybe i am selfish.
but i wish for someone who sleeps the same time as me (=
Other than...
screw my clock.
somanythings somanythings
Shall end here

Yooz

2008-04-26T02:56:00.003+08:00

Heyyy today i got so bored i drew this in msn.
Chilll.

i'm a wanted man.

Emo makes sense

2008-04-19T15:21:00.002+08:00

I finally understand why someone would wanna physically
torture themself.
It's probably to distract themselves from the current
pain they are experiencing which is far worst . Although
I used to laugh at this kind of fucking senseless peeps.

Today was...

2008-04-16T18:57:00.001+08:00

Today didn't went very smoothly but yeah (= .
I got up late . And went school late pure laziness.
Skipped later part went home to sleep.
After that met Yen Li and realised that i would be
too "out of place" if i actually went with her .
Later i received some sort of cold shoulders which
affected me later. Didn't know i was fidgeting with
my phone slider button so much until it dropped out.
Looked like a retard squatting down everywhere to find
it at last somewhere near the MRT station. Relieved.
Or else that button would have been a useless one .
Damn my phone is sure in a bad condition.
Well... know they will have fun so yah (= .
~~imissyouterribly~~

Peekture Gallor

2008-04-13T01:48:00.002+08:00

I got bored and edited this peekture

sometimes...

2008-04-05T14:53:00.002+08:00

I feel so fuck stupid cancelling everything today .
Oh well its just a saturday doesn't really matter does it .
I should expect it to happen oh well.
Maybe i was wrong about things.
~~=)calebwakeupwakeupwakeup~~

Badass me

2008-03-15T01:13:00.005+08:00

I'm so so so SORRY =/ .
Sometimes because of certain incidents i tend to overthink.
I dunno whats wrong with me sometimes.
It's nowonder why you will be regretting.
Just proves how lousy i am.
I am as hungry as hell.
Fuck just survive this two more days.
Why do i like the darkness? I can hide.
i wished could find somewhere dark and comfy where i can hide.
Can you show me that place.
How can i stop myself from thinking too much in church?!?!
I'm fucking tired of sitting by myself.
Wheres my bloody novacaine.

Strange feelings

2008-03-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

i hope you don't talk behind my back about me...
Hmm idunnowhat'swrongwithmesometimes.

2008-03-14T11:53:00.002+08:00

Okayy. I decided to post something so this won't be soooo freaking unupdated.

-AIR_ owning as usual .

YAYness =pp

Something so silly

2008-03-02T01:24:00.002+08:00

Something so silly i told myself last time.
Well i guessed last time i was childish with crazy thinkings.
Today watch L change the world with yenli (=
Nice show yeahh haha abit retarded and i wasn't really concentrating on the show.
Okayyy it figures that L is not the only guy like he is.
There are like F, D, E...... whatever yeah you get me.
But i guessed L was the smartest =DD.
I think thats all i should post until hmmm

notreallyhappywithmyself

2008-02-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

Yeah made alot of mistakes today.
I guess i shouldn't have asked anyone out today.
Alot of things to say but won't say...
Who am i i should ask that to myself.
Some typical ITE student i guess who cant afford to
not see the difference between a dream and a goal.
I guess i should stop dreaming.
All i feel like doing now is eating cotton candy.
It would make me happy =)
Maybe it wont make me happy but maybe it will make me stop thinking too muchh.
Okayy i shouldn't blog anymore this post looks too sad

2008-02-22T01:22:00.001+08:00

103 words

Speed test

2008-02-22T00:46:00.003+08:00

I should update my blog.
Hmm there are many things i wanna write but i think i shouldn't.
Cause i don't have the guts to write them.
Yeah i know really shocking but yeah...

Cause others my just laugh away at it.
Tommorow schools going to be fun.
A retest.
I think if i lose some more dens i should quit audi lol.
AHHH!

I shouldn't gamble too much yeahhhh.
Well i hope my friends win TOTO cause i know they woould share it woooo.
okok i should post some pics

Yeah audi couples ^^

Of A Subsitute

2008-02-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

The Life Of A Subsitute

The life of a subsitute is always a benchwarmer.
Until a main player gets injured or isn't there.
Then the subsitute gets to play for their country/team/club.
It will probably be the best moment in their career.
Then once the main player is back.
They go back to their job of warming the bench.

Sometimes we just live exactly like subsitutes.
It sucks but its life =p

UPdate

2008-02-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

I really wanna update this i have so many things to write but i think i rather not haha.
Hmmm i wished i can read people's mind that will be cool.
really nothing to bloog aboutt

Today

2008-01-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday everyone got back their results =p.
And i was reminded on how much i regretted again haha...
I hope nobody would be like me. Hmmm.
It also reminded how far off am i from the rest...
Blehhhhhhh

OKayyy

2008-01-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today actually i wanted to show u something hmmm.
But being as ungentleman and lazy as i am i slept and....
I can't believe i slept still argh.
I need something that wont make me so sleepy so easily.
Something more effective than coffee? o.O

About yesterday

2008-01-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm i decided to blog about yesterday.
I guess i will just summarise it.
YEN LI STEPPED ON SPIT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA
(It's called karma)

moral of the story is don't laugh at others when they step on spit >.> =D hmmm.

2008-01-17T20:36:00.001+08:00

BOOOO ! RACHEL HEREEEEEEEE ! YAYS ! I'M B0REDDDDD ! & CALEB ~~SUCKS~~ ROCKS . haha =x

HEHEHEHE

2008-01-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

Somethings just makes me wanna list a string of vulgarities out here.
I need to vent my anger, fraustration, sadness whatever blah blah blah.
But i don't think i should do that.
I will just pretend not knowing anything.
ITS THE BEST WAY TO LIVE ON YEAH.
I don't need to cry on anyone or anything like that.
OK. Chill. K i am cool.

happy

2008-01-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

I wanna make my blog a happy one =).
So i guess i have to change it abit....
Hmm my life isn't really perfect,
I'm not good looking or anything close to that...
But at least i have good bros.
Yeah thats good enough =D .
Haha i cannot expect alot or nobody will be happy with life.

realisation

2008-01-02T14:33:00.001+08:00

I realised everything i do you hate somehow =x.
And no matter what i do is useless so.... Yah.
I in fact don't dare to see you anymore thats why....

Creep

2007-12-14T01:08:00.001+08:00

I guess I am forgotten .
Doesn't matter =)

somehow u never will forget me....
Thank you...

Oooh BTW i am trying like so many pimple cream hope it works(now currecntly T3)
dunaskmewhyiamsuddenlydoingsomethingasstupidasthat.
itwasjustacomment.
acommentthatgotstuckinmyheadsomehow.
andithaunts.....

Tired

2007-12-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm just really really tired nowadays =x.
From now on.
I will just move forward. =)
Whatever comes in the way i will just move along with it.
Hope my guitar brings me far.
To the rich and famous.
And let me forget those who have forgottten me .
I guess it's just pointless ... hmm
ILOVEYOU!

2007-12-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

$4250.00

I seriously doubt i am worth so much .

58%

Hmmm okay.

-$9999.99
This is probably how much im worth . You are Priceless .

im too...

2007-12-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

I guessed i know the reason already. trust. love ?
Maybe cause I'm too ugly.
Or maybe im too scary ?
Or maybe im thinking too much .
Things will turn up better right ?

Importance

2007-12-01T01:20:00.001+08:00

Am i important to you at all ?
No i guess ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I'm retarded ...

Creep

2007-11-29T18:39:00.001+08:00

I dunno wad to say....
Hm .
I'm sorry.....
Giveme a guitar and i'll start showing you magic.
Throw me away i will rot...
I'll stop thinking of it.
Help me oh God.

Okay

2007-11-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

I wonder when ever can i change my phone hm.
My parents always say a phone is only meant for talking so a plain one would do.
But its abit contradicting as they always get the best phone.
But i guess it true i don't really need a camera phone, as i don't even know if i would ever take a picture with the person i want to so haha .
I can never spoil myself haha .
I can't even eat properly now without thinking of capital problems.
But one meal a day would do until i find some ways to change it.

hungry, depressed, tired, confused. Can anyone see ?

2007-11-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS FUCKED UP.
FUCKED UP REAL BAD.
I HAVE NOTHINGLEFT. NOTHING!

HMmm

2007-11-21T11:51:00.000+08:00

I wonder if she ever thinks of me sometimes...
Hope she enjoys her trip in Shanghai =D.
hopefully she doesnt forget me when shes back...
Oh well . Who am i .
Jus a mor pein

Has it Occur to u that mayb. Just mayb. I'm not just staring at the ceiling...

Car accident

2007-11-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

So i was wrong when i said things couldn't get worst.
Okay so i got hit by a car. Hit and run.
Hell i survived with just a bad leg.
lucky?
Why are all these things happening to me now?

Thanks for the kiss.
I was to shocked to say anything right after that =x.
I missed that kiss alot but i guess i cant long for it its wrong...

I just wished things will turn out better. Not worst

HMM!

2007-11-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

Can life get worst than it is already??!!

I miss hugging u in the bus.
I miss hugging u in the arcade.
I knew my leg was going to cramp but i din want u to get up...
but i guessed its over

Hmmm

2007-11-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

I dunno why wad you said left such a big impact on me. =x
Mayb i'm too xiaoqi haha or vain ....

100th post

2007-11-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

This is my 100th post. Wished it would be something nice.
But i don't think it can be now...
Today she told me to fuck off.
I can't blame her as who asked me to be so blunt mouth.
Never think about her feelings at all. Wth is wrong with me.
Am i so sick its affecting my brain?!
BLEH.
I noe she doesnt like me but its okay.
I wont force her anymore or anything.

Somehow this feel days my luck has been really DOWN.
My parents.
Scold me for the smallest things.
ITE. Teacher somehow pick on me more.
I dun care about the school part but i wished my parents would stop doing that...
i dunno y im so unlucky now...

help

2007-11-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

I dunno how i got sick haha hardly get sick.
But im down with fever, flu, sore throat and cough.
Sounds like SARS haha.
Getting sick feels bad. LOL no one likes getting sick =x.
Anyway who cares lol. Even my mother cant be bothered.
Only have myself to take care of myself =).
It's not that bad.
I somehow have problem sleeping these few days,
Keep thinking and thinking of things i should forget.
BLEHBLEHBLEHBLEHBLEH

I jus did a personality test.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

I finally understand.

2007-11-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Haha I finally understood whats life.
You just have to PRETEND.
PRETEND everythings just fine.
PRETEND im not thinking of you.
PRETEND everything is back to normal and moving on.
PRETEND im OK
PRETEND its not raining everyday in my life.
It's that simple ...
I'll just lie to myself everythings just going along fine now haha.
I should have done this long ago.
A solution to run away.

I don't have a choice. Do i ?

OKAY

2007-11-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

Haha i guess Just seeing her it's enough .
Cannot ask for too much ...

You know what ?
I think she's right.
I should stop pestering her .

I am such an ungentleman selfish creep .
Of course i don't deserve her ....

Okay Okay.
OKAY.

Just dunno wad else to say or do anymore

Help me NOTICE ME

2007-11-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

I should write happy things to cheer my sad blog up.
But i only can think
How insignificant and unnoticible i am.
Haha. I have to live with that some things i can't change.
I'm never mentioned
Oh well
One day i must aim to be famous
HAHAHA
Bleh
Dreams are always dreams unless i do something.

SCREW

2007-11-09T01:29:00.001+08:00

I screwed up too much today.
But i really was joking.
When i puff my lips i usually am not serious.
But mayb yeah im ungentleman and all that .
Guessed it's the end
one more chance i wont messed it i promise !!!
Hope no one actually reads my blog.
Really sad today.
Went to the bbq ppl ask y i was so quiet.
I just couldn't talk somehow.
How can i actually be so stupid!!
STUPID STUPID.
ARGH.
All i can wish for is a miracle.
But miracles never happen to me.

I had good luck ever since i know you.
Parents treat me better.
Guild treats me better.
I was happier.
I wished this never happened.
WHY! WHY! WHY!
i hope i can hide all these when i am outside.
I am depressed badly but whats the used.
IWILLCHANGEIWILLCHANGEIMUST

..

2007-11-05T18:46:00.001+08:00

Maybe repeating something to myself alot of times will work

I'M NOT JEALOUS I'M NOT JEALOUS
I'M NOT JEALOUS I'M NOT JEALOUS
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I WILL NEVER LOSE THIS... might be the only one....

who can help me...?

Give up?

2007-11-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

Err.

There are may things i wanna say but i don't think i should post it.
So i'll just write and hide it somewhere in my computer,

I'm really happy with my life.
I have everything i ever wanted.
Everything is perfect.
The sunning is ever shinning so brightly.

If you think whatever i said is the truth then good for you.

I'm a washed out

Whyy givee upp

BAOXUAN MADE ME DO THIS

2007-11-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

Instructions
1. do the following WITHOUT complaint
2. Choose 5people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has have been tagged
4. start your post with; I have been tagged!

I have been tagged by BAO XUAN!

Favourites
Favourite colour : Black & White
Favourite food: FOOOD
Favourite movie: MOVIEEE(i dunno)
Favourite sport: erm erm SKATING
Favourite day of the week FRIDAY BABY
Favourite season: WINTER
Favourite ice cream: CHOCOLATE FUCKED

Current
Current mood: Bored
Current clothes: Shheeesh muz i type this... Boxers =.=
Current desktop: im using lappy
Current time: 2:10pm
Current surroundings: bed room
Current Annoyances: THIS
Current thoughts: MOVIE WITH HER LATER

Firsts
First best friend: AH HUI HUAT ARH
First crush: FIONA XIE
First movie: FUCK THIS LA
First lie: I DUNT HAVE AN ELEPHANT's BRAIN
First music: ABC

Lasts
Last drink: COKE
Last car ride: Last sunday. Parents brought me out
Last crush: Hm.
Last phone call: Charrisa
Last CD played: Sum 41 - UNDERCLASS HERO
Have you ever?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend?: hm yep
Have you ever broken the law?: YES ==
Have you ever been arrested?: mayb.... DONT ASK
Have you ever been on TV?: no .
Have you ever kiss someone you dont know?: WTF

Random 5things you are good at:
-Making hell
-Making heaven
-Making earth
-Making chocolate cake
-Making Chrysanthmium tea

4things you done today:
-eat
-talk
-bath
-played computer

3things you can hear right now:
-Rain
-Heart
-Me

5people to tag to do this quiz:
(with blogs)
RACHEL, Arfin, Yong Xiang, Yu Xin, Bernadine

Hmm

2007-11-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

I dunno wads wrong with me lol.
I'm too easily jealous in this kind of things.
I guess i should step back abit but i can't.
I hope you can be mine only.
Only mine.
If only one day you will love me and miss me.

BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH

IM RETARRDED

DIRT

2007-10-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

MY HANDS ARE DIRTY THEY CAN NEVER BE CLEANSE EVER AGAIN NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER

WHY

2007-10-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

Why must things end up like these.
Why does the truth hurt so much.
WHY DID I MAKE SUCH MISTAKES. WHY DID I MAKE MYSELF REGRET.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME.
WHY CANT ANYONE ACCEPT ME
why cant the truth ever be accepted
why am i crying
when can i stop
How can i be sorry.
How can u forgive me
Is it impossible?
I dun wanna live anymore.

Hell with blogging
Screw this world

Crashing

2007-10-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm.
I had fun yesterday...
Was super happy holding her hands haha. Estactic? =P
I miss the hugs =/.
I miss her so much now.
But my heart shreded into a million pieces when i saw the word "minimal".
Its still in my head i dunno what i can do.
In fact i'm not sure if i can feel a heart now.
But i guess i have to do something in order not to lose something...

Fish this

2007-10-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Haha i hope i get accepted soon =X =X...
I hanged for 9 months b4 i dun wan it to ever happen again .
It's painful...
Really like u.
Hope u feel the same.
I've never posted things like that on my blog b4.
=X
=X
=X
I LOVE YOU

hmmm

2007-10-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm i should be happy today.
I looted helm for her =D.
But i dunno wads wrong with me.
I don't feel as happy as i should be.
Also looted another item and something else.
Ohh well.
=D Congrats Charrisa on helm!! =).
It's a not bad helm for a mit haha lucky u ;)
I dunno if i still stand a chance anymore...

Marriage

2007-10-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

I decided to blog about this cause i am bored.

I hope doing all this is worth it....

After getting those four proof of love. I thought that was all i need.

I reallised now i had to get all the jewels .

SO i got into all my accounts. Found all the different Ores ((9 diff types)) and refined all of them before transferring them to one account. Now i'm dead tired...

But i think it's really worth it =D.

Diin had enuff money to make it so had to sell some cash. IN the end yep i got everything ready and done with.
Haha now i cant buy charms anymore BUT it doesn't matter its all worth my time =))

Good night peeps

RAawr ^^

2007-10-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today haha.
Dunno what i can say.
Fun yep i guess somehow =D =D =D.
Rawr but everytime i in such a dangerous position of kicking T.T...
Ohh welll... =P
Yah thanks for everything Charissa especially the M&M'S !!!
=X =X =X

I love my eye

2007-10-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

I AM going to update my FREAKING BLOG so ya. YAY!

First of alll..... I Love my eye

Yeah isnt it AYE SEXAYE LIL EYE YEAHHH!!!!

YEAH HEAD SHAKING ACTION GREAT FOR MOSHING x33

Okay i guess you can tell i am freaking bored. =D

Charrisa was so lucky to be the first to see all this pictures haha =X... Blehhhhhhh

PEACE (^_^)V

2007-10-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored i started posting rubbish yeah BUT at least it's an update.
Screw this! rawr! Okay... Lets see what did i do today.
I din really do much caused something pissed me off

Yeah Red Skinny Kills. They are awesome attention seekers and i think i look good in them =D.

Peeps shld start wearing red skinnys cause they rock or maybe a rainbow coloured skinny or something. Yeah Screw peeps who don't try new things.

But Sometimes i think i am too retarded too yeah haha....

I am now pretty confuse on certain issues haiz.....
First of all im not ure whether ure serious with me or not anymore. =/. Nah i don't think i wanna share so much. Just say it lasted long enough and i dont wanna just give up.

.

2007-10-07T04:03:00.000+08:00

Thought i should update so long nvr post le so....Maple wedding ^^ ... Not mine but still cool yeah.

I'm loaded baby ~

Actually i have lots of thing to blog about. But i decided not to spit it all out in the World Wide Web and just keep it to myself. I really wanna share it prolly will be loads off my shoulders but =/.

I nidda start TRUSTING haiz.

My Fear

2007-09-24T05:23:00.000+08:00

I havent been bloggin properly for a long time so i decided to Post something =).
Been thinking recently on one current topic. Fear. I kept thinking what i was afraid of.
I wasn't afraid of the darkness definately, its where you can find peace and all actually, alone.
It wasn't ghosts or creepy supernatural things. Wasnt insects or anything.
But it was Girls X.X.
I'm freaking afraid of getting played.
I'm afraid of getting fooled all this while.
Feelings is really the best way to hurt someone.
It's just pretty hard for me to trust the opposite sex in relationship matters i'm sorry.
Mayb someday i wouldn't think so much already.
Might be what happened in the past or something i dun wanna name.

2007-09-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

RACHEL THREATENED TO KILL ME IF I DIN DO THIS!!!! (ok mayb i was exaggerating a lil)

Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about him/herself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.No tagbacks! :D

1. I love moshing.
2.I think girls who love being as thin as lampost are weird.
3.I like playing and singing on the guitar to myself. Unless i am attached.
4.I somewhat like reading.
5.I go crazy when i play metal core in the jaming studio now.
6.Attending funerals are more fun than attending weddings.
7.I love weird piercings.(i think ppl can tell)
8.I seen a man peel of the husk of the coconut with his teeth.
9.I am lazy.
10.I Love my guitar.

6 people tagged are...
1.Philip
2.Bernie
3.Yong Xiang
4.Samuel
5.Rui Yang
6.Arfin

OH YAH

2007-09-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

Oh yah listen to this freaking cool new song GUYS

Mute the playlist and listen !!
Worth ur time =D

2007-09-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

I thought i should update my blog but i am pretty pretty lazy
So imma just post this.

ONE DAY.... i will start posting back... Sorry guys but i doubt there are any regular visitors TT

2007-09-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Thought is best to update... So posting random stuffs =)

Rock To fakie

5-0 on the ramp yeah

OH YAH SEE THIS SHIT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3q1NbyeUS8 =D

MY HAIR

2007-08-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

WAH EH TOU MOU!!!!!
WO DE TOU FA!!!
NB MAI KUA LIAO!!!

MY HAIR!!!! TT

SO SHORTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

2007-08-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

Shi jie drew for me ^^ haha =X

Cute hor she draw ermmmm =X....
Den later she keep scolding me dunno y...

another

2007-08-20T10:11:00.000+08:00

OKay rachel din want that to be the front post so i will post this >.>...
As if it makes much diff haha =X

I NOE

2007-08-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

Haha i noe i yandao ><... Rachel admitted =D

Rachel rachel....

2007-08-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY rachel drew this for me... She said it was her masterpiece... Hmmm I think its supposed to be a vampire... Is it ??? Bahh =D

Inactivities killing

2007-08-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

Like so freaking long nvr post lah... Inactivity is killing me =@... what i usually do at home ?... Sleep. =D... Outside's more fun =)

Muz post something...

2007-08-03T08:15:00.000+08:00

Muz post something.....

Hmmm okay.... Uncle say i look like sailormoon.... But i think he looks like a fish seriously...

Just look at his gills...

This is uncle staring at his own Species Haaa~!!!.... Hope he never visits my blog =X

Me Arfin Stanley in expo toilet =X

lazy me

2007-07-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

OK updates... i cant really update cause my phone cable is.... bah... campwas fun... But i thing i prefer camps with longer kayaking =000... Catching fish and throwing at ppl was fun too hahaaaaa

Changed

2007-07-21T20:41:00.001+08:00

Cannot forget dunno y... But you changed a hell lot yeah.
Sorry Nique not being able to attend ur birthday buffet but Happy Birthday ;)...

Creepstein bloggin

2007-07-18T09:39:00.000+08:00

Too lazy for bloggin now no time to even skate... Man that sucks man if i can't do varial flips anymore i can't not forget me kickflips... Which i havent haha =D... Never will =0.. .Andrew when are goin to learn kickflips haha... Rock to fakies.... baah too bored now muz learn new tricks haha ~! Skate Skate don't destroy haha!!! Hopefully i still can do 50-50's and boardslides (last time cannot even land arl =X)...

2007-07-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

This few days woke up too late fuck fuck... Muz try wake up earlier... This might be the last pic of my long long hair so muz remember my hair... Fairwell Hair....

2007-07-09T11:04:00.001+08:00

BOREDOM BOREDOM BOREDOM

Your Power Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver

Your energy: contracting

Your season: fall

You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).
If you see something you want, you go for it.
You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.
Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

What's Your Power Element?

WTF AM SUPPOSE TO BE THAT?!

You Should Get An All Over Tattoo

Outrageous and funky
Because you should never have to choose just one tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

THIS MUST BE GOOD?

You Are 12% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

INDIE!!!

You Are 74% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

How Indie Are You?

Gig

2007-07-09T10:11:00.000+08:00

Okay Satuday's GIG was it... Not bad... The Great Spy Experiment Performed wooh haha NOt bad la... As i said MOSHING WAS GREAT.. (considering the long amount of time i haven't moshed).

The Stage.... Everything setted up... Ready to go haha....

The Perfomance....(sorry pic abit scrwed thanks to th phone's wicked Bluetooth Malfunction... And i dunt have the cable)...

Another spoilt Pic... It is perfect actually in my phone... Mayb when i get the cable...

Posting Something

2007-07-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

I still havent get my phone cable so HAHA..... But i can post maple pics >.<.... My Fire stuck at 45... Damn la so hard to train cousin arl bought 1 ppc ... Expecting to be 52 at least by Sunday... Woot 2x rocks man.... Anyway pics... Hmm

Got really freaing bored and made this... But not bad arh??! haha thanks to photoshop lessons =D... And i realised my luckless Fire Wizzard could solo Mushmum at lvl44 woo!! haha >.<... Kk unti i get my my phone cable then will post some real pics =).

Hmm

2007-07-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

I wanna update but no phone cable all pictures all stuck in my phone ahhH!! =@@ Also got no card extension if not can le dammit dammit.... Nvm haha i shall write nonsense... Malaysia wasn't that fun... But alot of cool pictures especially this one yandao guy er hem you all shld noe who haa~~~~~.... I wanna watch transformers!! But almost whole class watch le... nvm still got other chance =X... KK i will upload all the piics soon cause wasting my phone space...

Gheys

2007-06-27T10:16:00.000+08:00

Okay update update... I decided not to post INappropriate pictures in case those "things" somehow surf the net.... Haha but i think it's okay to post something EVEN more INappropriate..

What are they doing ?!... Something they usually do... So no explanations.
Backview... This kind of people are a disgrace to the public =@.... Hahaha!! just kidding... BUt so obscene... Also got some vids i may think twice on putting them on youtube and make the world famous =D

Tim to post

2007-06-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Okay i dun wanna be inactive...(Though already pretty inactive =X)... Got pics no cable so cannot post (Fuck!) Okok... post some other time... Class BBQ was great... Especially the trip to redhouse wif Hao Yi and Kai Quan.... looks pretty scary inside and outside... Nothing much to say... Just scary...
HMM next time i post pictures of it bah dun freak out lah...